If I Die Today is a song born from fire, grief, miracles, and divine timing. It tells the true story of a life lived on the edge—between worlds, between storms, between deaths and awakenings.
Written by Me, this is more than a song—it’s a soul confession. A poetic memoir wrapped in melody. A story of surviving betrayal, dodging disaster, and discovering that every fall, every fire, and every loss was part of a greater design.
This song is for anyone who’s ever felt the beauty of becoming, the beauty of breaking, and the sacred knowing that we are never truly lost—we are only being led somewhere sacred.
Lyrics
If I die today
I’ve lived a million miracles
I’ve died just as many deaths
I’ve walked through hell wide open
With a heartbeat stitched from pain
The pain was unspeakable
But somehow, still divine
Like a tragic opera
Scored in perfect time
Every fire, every fall
Every friend I had to lose
Pulled me closer to the edge
So I had to choose
Will I live or will I die
Will I stay or will I fly
life always asks
“Pick a side…”
At the line
’Til I found
The design
Is all divine
Who would guess
That storms could wear a face
that betrayal would come
Dressed as love with grace
But I escaped the volcano, wildfire
Every flood, every hurricane
Moved before the ground broke
With no map, just fate
It wasn’t fear that saved me
It was knowing when to go
Something sacred pulled me
A knowing when you know
If I die today, I lived wide awake
Burned the candle down at both ends
Chose the fire, again and again
I saw the truth
Buried in the mess
A stormwalker’s life
Nothing more, nothing less
If I die today…
I lived a million lives in one
And I’ll keep burning
Until the flame is gone
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